Typically blue balls aren’t something you want to have, but when they’re Big Daddy Jay’s you might reconsider. The titular Big Daddy is the proprietor of a YouTube channel and cooking blog that specializes in slow-cooked meat and Southern style comfort food, and these bizarre balls are certainly that. Any recipe that starts with pre-made blueberry muffins and goes from there isn’t heart healthy, but they sure do look like they taste good.

The general gist of Big Daddy Jay’s blue balls is simple: they’re mushed-up orbs of muffin coated with breakfast sausage and then smoked for three hours. The resultant bombs of carbs and fat are then drizzled in a blueberry sauce and served. This isn’t the kind of thing you should eat every day – or even every lifetime – but man we’re craving one right now.

Get the whole recipe here.